No...BFN...
I feel myself going backward back into the depression. I knew this time would be the hardest negative to take so far. But after 25, you think we'd be used to it. I feel like this was our last option. We have no money for IVF, another IUI, adoption, etc. I have $50 in my savings account. We're broke. So I guess it will be just me and N for a little while longer. I don't think we'll ever have a baby. I may not be on here for a while.
Blessings to you (but not to me)
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My husband and I have been married for 5 years. We miscarried twins almost 3 years ago and have been trying to get pregnant ever since. These are just my thoughts as I struggle with everyone around me getting pregnant and my struggle to get pregnant. We are also in the process of fostering while waiting to adopt!
9 comments:
Casey,
I am so so sorry. No matter what I say will makes things better right now. I am praying for you. Hugs.
Hi Casey,
I have been reading your blog for the past few months but never left a comment.
I am so sorry that you have to go through this. My husband and I are still in the testing phases (but 3 years now TTC). I can so relate to feeling like it will never happen, in part due to finances.
Last week I signed up to receive daily devotions from Sarah's Laughter (www.sarahs-laughter.com) and received a really encouraging one on Thursday that spoke to me. It was based on Phil. 4:19 and talked about how God will provide not only our financial needs, but also our heart needs, in the process of conceiving the child we feel called to birth. This is something that I am still trying to fully realize and I don't know why it is so hard for me since like the verse says, God supplies all my needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus, but it still is.
I pray that God gives you peace and comfort during this time.
Kristine
Dear Casey ~ I am so sorry. There are really no words. This process is so hard, and then on top of it to have financial trials too, just makes it harder. I'm praying for you. If you need anything, please let me know.
***HUGS***
Knowing that God has a plan for you is sometimes easier said than lived. It seems like when it all seems to fall down around you, the only place to go is up. I pray that will be the case for you.
Awwwww...Casey. I'm was so sad to hear this news. Just stopping-by from L&F to let you know that you are being prayed for...big time. *hugs*
Hi Casey,
I am very sorry to hear about this. Financial hardship on top of IF is very, very difficult. take care.
I'm so sorry. I hate that finances even enter into the baby making decision. You deserve to keep trying - I hope you can.
{Big hugs}
I'm so sorry. So sorry $$ are an issue. That makes it suck worse.
I am so sorry about the negative. Take time to heal, and know that when you do get ready to talk again we will be hear, sharing our support as much as we possibly can.
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